well, its started. something that i never want to happen, is happened. she, my ex girlfriend absolutely left me about two months ago, and now (i dont know exactly the date, but i thought it happened this week or before) she had new boyfriend. you know, it hurt so much when look her tweet that she loving him so much and tweet some love quotes for him. Oh God, i remember when she was mine, she always did it for me, and now, she doing it for another guy.
i know time changes, and all changes too. the relationship, the love, all changes. and so with me, all gone when she gone. the energy, the spirit, all was lost now. it will bw good if i had new gf too, but i am a very kind human being, i dont want to hurt her, i letting her had new boyfriend first before me because i know if i have new girlfriend before her, she will feel hurt, like me right now.
i dont know what am i supossed to do. i'm useless. she's happy with another guy when i feel so much pain on my ass. i know it's not her fault neither me. it just time that made it worst. in fact, i'm so happy knowing that she's happy with her new boyfriend, because no one will hurt her like i did before. fel, i was love you, but when someone love you more, i quit. did you remembered the song that like i used to sang for you?i almost cry when i'm heard that songs. it reminds me of you, your voice, your laugh.
ok, i dont wanna hurt much more. its enough for it, i'm totally forgot you, i just want you happy, with him.
31 august 2010, its totally end.
ps: i still have much picture of you on my pc :)
