okey, welcome home, bugsy. its my first post after i decided to broke up with my girlfriend (call her ex now) and it's an epic ending because she is defeated by distance. okey, she's not the topic on this one, i want to talk about something else.
honestly, after we broke up, i've been searching for someone else, yaa i'm not want to make her my new g-f but i just want to search, without any reason. and now i found a girl named, ehm, it still my secret because nobody will care. and i met with her first at the study centre, its about a few months ago. when the first time i moved to this city. but i still have a girlfriend that time and when i broke up with her, i found someone else again, but now, after a broke up too, i decided to know her more than a secret admirer. i want she know who i am and i want to know her much than a name, and face. sekarang saya udah tau nomor hp dia and i know that she is sooooooooo high than a sky haha :p kalo di sms balesnya jarang, tapi kalo ketemu dia selalu senyum duluan. yeaa her smile is the sweetest. her face made me melt. oh god, she is daughter of aphrodite or maybe she is aphrodite?
i always wait her in front of the school when the bell school is ringing, wait her ride her motorcycle and smile to me. i did it everyday, after school end. and at the study centre, i always looked at her but i look at another angle when she looked me back. dan gobloknya saya, saya ga pernah berani nyapa duluan, dan sialnya dia ga mungkin nyapa saya duluan. maybe i need more time to have a spirit to ask her first. i'm weak in introduce, but great on conversation. sekarang hari minggu, dan hari senin itu hari yang paling saya tunggu karena hari senin saya bimbel dan bagusnya jadwal bimbel saya sama dia sama. yeea tomorrow i'll meet with her again, and i must brave to ask her first because if i dont do it, i'll never get her. but, the biggest question is, is she had a boyfriend?i dont even know. i must ask to her tomorrow, yeah i will.
ps: i'm not your secret admirer again, no more secret in here. i'm your real admirer :)
listening to: The Get Up Kids - I'll Catch You